90-tallet - Teenage moaning

Am I too sad and serious? But you've never seen me happy
I'm wrapped up in purity as writing is my therapy
I'd give it in all its grandeur as the meaning of the truth is pure

The beauty of the innocence and our purity casts a glance of pureness over the reality

It's stupid but I still live only through you I still cling to the true
Why can't anything never be fulfilled? To stop me from wanting I have to be killed

My ego is my biggest enemy It creates the thoughts of misery
Why shall I be more livelier? When you're like that too
How can I make you happier? When it's impossible to come through
Between the mountains under the skies (også i up in the valley)
Is the place where I've wasted all my tries
And it's where I'd like to live my life

The beauty in the meadow will never be gone
Behind my window it has all become withdrawn

It's stupid isn't it? But I still live only through you I still cling to the true
When will my wishes be fulfilled? To stop me from wanting I have to be killed

You know I'd put you higher than life itself
I'd throw out the sadness and everything else
A memory is my excuse for a taste of the abused
If this is the right place I'd cherish the days

I've given up on forgetting you To stop me from wanting you have to kill me ¤

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